Oh, and I'm back, by the way.
I was listening to it again today.
I don’t like my reliance on it, and it knows. It doesn’t work as well as it used to. I used to sit on the floor, CD player on full, and I could tidy up while it was going on. But now I sit in my chair, shouting along to it, rocking back and forth, and it still doesn’t work. I used to be able to be up and about after three songs. Now it takes until three songs from the end.
It helps drive the other songs away, the ones that tell me how I am. I don’t want to be them, so I try to get rid of them. I haven’t managed yet.